The Choices

it's about yesterday, my friend offered me to work at the florist shop because the owner need more people to help out 'em decorated the Sultan's castle in Kedah. It was totally wow actually but I'm afraid my mom won't let me to do so. She think that the best way to keep me safe it just let me stayed at home. Urghh :(

I was okayy actually to chilling with friend, doing something that we never did before, I should count it as my new experience but I've got another choices or another things that make my mind think twice about the offer, ( sorry I can't let you know )

It was getting hard actually, I kept on thinking about the choices almost the whole day. watching tv still thinking, eating still thinking, while bathing also thinking, ahhh! *hentak-hentak kaki pleaseee!*

I takut to ask my mom whether she let me to accept the offer or tak, so I kept on silence. *watlek watpis* I was like, should I accept it? or just rejected it, *sigh* but then, just a few minutes, TINGGG! *timbul mentol* I got an answer dah and I'm confident with it, hmph! no turn back pleaseeeeee! 

what have made my mind?

answer pleaseeeee...

while I was thinking about job, I watched a drama, titled " BFF...Teman Tapi Mesra. I love the dramas cuz the main character wanted to be a Fashion Designer, just like me! so I rasa mcm ahhh inspirednyaa :p

one of the character had said,
" Kita kerja kerana kepuasan, bukan kerana duit. kalau sbb duit kita kerja, duit tu akan cepat habis ".

OMG, it true!

after i heard the dialogue in TV, I think it's true so I've decided to rejected the offer and I'm happy now!


yes, I do need money, to buy new dress, shoes and etc etc but if I work just because of money, I won't find any satisfaction in me but only tired. If I'm doing something that I really love, then I'll be happy kan? no need to feel mcm my soul kena abused ke hapa.
kalau sbb duit, I have to wait till the end of the month pulak nak dapat gaji, mesti I feel like, ohh lamanyaa hujung bulan. then after get the salary, tahulah jakun dia tahap mana bila dapat duit banyak-banyak.


kalau duit habis beli barang yg nampak tak apa, ini tak, you haven't seen where all the money go, bila you pikir balik " ehhh sekejap ja habis! ". then how?


thanks god! Alhamdullilah, I felt great now. Doing the thing that I wanted to do for a long time. the offer was actually good, new friend, new experience but there's nothing important than a dream, right? 


I JUST GO WITH FLOW
mana penting, I akan buat dulu, semua benda kena fokus, bersungguh-sungguh dan buat satu persatu. kalau tak, semuanya mess! then, kena sabar dan hasilnya, InsyaAllah worth with the effort that we've put.

thank you Allah, It's a good choices.